Soon after David passed away, I started listening to some songs that I have heard over and over through years, but I started connecting with them. I guess that the connection made longing for him more than I thought about it.
Since you've gone, I've been lost without a trace I dream at night, I can only see your face I look around, but it's you I can't replace I feel so cold, and I long for your embrace I keep crying, baby, baby, please! I think after looking after him for 8 months day and night you are bound to have a big connection physically and mentally, as I was in some ways thinking he could get well but reality was in front of me. Age and time we cannot change… and that is something I have been linked to. I think every breath he was taking was another step towards his end. After soon he passed away, and being schedule to his pills, mealtime and exercises, all that was gone in one day leaving me just to think what I shall do with my time, which becomes endless, leaving you with moodiness and in a state of just living. Mourning is such a personal thing that no matter how you go through, there is no escape from it and everyone deals in a different way. |
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